So it's been a while. This I do understand. But- as one of my Clyde's friends put it_ Clyde's consumes your life. Which unfortunatly is soo true. I've been basically doing nothing but working, working and fighting with my parents. I didn't go back to school this semester, which most of my friends that are reading this I'm sure already know. I'm still not sure if I made the right decision or not. But I'm coming back to SC. That much I know. What I'm going to do in between now and next year... that still is uncertan.
Have you ever had a feeling that was so strong, that it gave you an idea of what your purpose in life was? Well I had such a feeling today. The only thing is that I don't know if I'm strong enough to go through with it. I tell you one thing, it's not something that my parents would have seen me doing. And it's not really somthing that I myself would have seen me doing. I don't know what to do.
Well I got an email from Jacob. Finally after almost two and a half months, he writes me. I guess I shouldn't be that upset though. He does have more important things to worry about then me. But he wasn't to happy with me. In my defense though it wasn't totally my fault. I haven't been able to get to a computer, not to mention the fact that ours is broken. Or well was. We didn't even have it for at least three weeks. It still is messed up now. And now, I can't even send an email or even get my aim to work. I don't know what the problem is. I guess I will never figure it out. But we shall see.
Other then that, I have some good news. I have decided to go to Clemson next year. I'm sooo excited!!! I can't wait! And for all you Converse peeps, now I really will have a reason for all of my Clemson stuff. I told Frank (a guy I work with) and he started laughing and when I asked him why he said that it fit me and that he was really happy for me. I hope that's somewhat of a good sign. I also just got a cat. His name is Jake, and he is an orange tabby. I love him to death. :) Even though he is a little dork. It shall be intereseting to see how he and Neiko get along. I named him after Jake Delhomme my favorite NFL player-and a little after Jacob too.
Brian you never called me back. Hope I didn't piss you off or anything. And I need Lindsey's phone number please!! :)
I'm coming home somtime. I told work my last day would be Christmas Eve and now my parents want me to put it in as the 23rd. I mean it's only one day, but still that really sucks that after I told my parents my plan then they come back and go... oh yeah by the way you should have told them the 23rd. So I don't know what I'm going to do. We shall see.
I shall miss everyone at work. But I am sooo excited to be going home. And to be going to Clemson. It's going to be great. Now if everything else in my life will work itself out, I will be a pretty happy lady.
Well I gotta go now, cause I gotta go do a lot of stuff before I go to work. I love you all though!! :)